Sitting at the Airport. Three and half hours before flight time. I was feeling anxious about flying since a lot has changed since last time - 23 years ago.  . Anyway gave myself lots of time .  Made it thru security. However got very nervous when I had to go thru twice. It was the shoes. So they will come off every time now.  Not too worried about the flight. I have my Gravol, and motion sick bands and since its s overnight flight I should sleep. It surprisingly very hard saying goodbye to Ron. That is just a testament to how far our relationship has come This trip still seems completely unreal. I am in a dream. I am off to London. I am off to Ireland. I am blessed to be able to go this trip.